Its all yoga, all the time for me! Throughout my day - doing bodywork, teaching yoga, running a business, working in the garden, relaxing with friends and puppies in this beautiful state of New Mexico - my life is infused with yoga. I love the deeper awareness of my body, mind, soul that it brings me; love the deeper connection it enables me to experience with the world around it; and REALLY love that I am able to share this beauty with others.

I know its not always possible to connect with other yogis, that we all need extra inspiration in our own practices, and sometimes even a little kick in the butt to get into that yoga zone. I hope this blog will help you with that (and me, too!) as I share pieces of my classes, practices and inspiration with you.

Monday, May 25, 2015

I just don't get meditation...

One of my students said to me recently "I just don't get meditation."  I can understand why he said that - there's often no immediate gratification when we start meditating.  Rather, beginning meditators often experience frustration, great discomfort, overwhelm.  It takes alot of trust that the process will yield results. With that said, I wanted to share what meditation does for me and some of the great research that has been done into the effectiveness of meditation. Who knows maybe it will inspire trust in your own process...

For me, meditation helps release the emotional attachments to thoughts so I can think clearly. I sit and the same thoughts cycle and cycle til they are almost meaningless, then a state of bliss descends. This is really nice!  If I stop then, I am happy for the rest of the day, but left feeling like I may have cheated myself of some meaningful exploration and am living in an illusion.    

If I stay past this blissful point, things change and I feel like rather like Dorothy entering the forest in the Wizard of Oz: scary creaks, darkness, unknown shadows all seeming to follow me... Except, unlike Dorothy, I KNOW this is all in my head and I know that the only way out is though.  That's not to say that its enjoyable, but I can watch it like I watch a scary movie - I feel my breath quicken, sometimes my body tightens, sometimes I cry.  Haven't screamed yet ;-).  But I can simply watch it.  And when its over, I can walk away; altered from where/what I was before but better for the journey.

In essence, my meditation practice most days is almost like I encounter the the Emerald City before the forest.  But that further (seemingly backward) journey, should I choose to make it, is like clicking my heels together and the magic of life happens in the most wonderful way!

There are HUGE health benefits to meditating on a regular basis, including stress reduction, lowering blood pressure, easing fibromyalgia, reducing anxiety, reducing insomnia and pain management to name a few.  Here are some resources to help you learn more:

Check out what the Mayo Clinic has to say about meditation, including the benefits to physical and mental health as well as some methods of meditation.

The National Institute of Health also has some great resources on the benefits of meditation, including links to reputable studies on the use of meditation.

For inquiring minds: No, I do not meditate everyday.  Self-discipline has never been my strong point and there is little that I absolutely do every single day.  Sometimes I can pull it off for weeks at a time, sometimes its a here and there practice.  But, you know what? I surely do notice the difference when I do sit, even just for 5 minutes.  ENORMOUS difference.  In times of great stress, I do find the discipline to do it at least once a day because it means the difference between being able to deal with the stress and succumbing to it.

Monday, May 18, 2015

Yoga for Strength and Balance

Each semester in my Slow Flow Yoga class at New Mexico Tech we work for weeks learning individual poses in depth and developing the skills for a breath-supported yoga sequence that culminates our semester's experience together.  This particular flow was especially challenging, requiring new dimensions of focus and self-acceptance as each day delivered a new challenge, even though we practiced the same poses.  More than any other semester, we needed some days to just step away and regroup.

This flow is based on a sequence I found online many years ago by Mark Giubarelli.  I think he called it Pigeon Flies to Tree.  Over years of practice, it evolved into my own unique take on that flow.  I think one of the parts of it that I like the most is the interplay between movement and stillness - holding a pose for *most* of the inhales and finding transitions on the exhales: the best of both vinyasa and static yoga :-)

For those of you, like me, that like to see a sequence written out... here you go...
Start standing - use your favorite pranayam throughout.  Use one leg as your dominate leg the first run though, then use the other for the second for a complete round and balanced flow.
Inhale arms up into Mountain
Exhale Half Moon
Inhale Mountain
Exhale Half Moon other side
Inhale Mountain
Exhale Lunge
Exhale Three Legged Dog
Exhale Proud Pigeon
Exhale Resting Pigeon
Inhale Proud Pigeon
Exhale Three Legged Dog
Exhale Lunge
Exhale Warrior 3
Exhale Standing Squat var. (cross ankle over thigh)
Exhale Tree
Exhale Lunge
Exhale Three Legged Dog
Exhale Proud Pigeon
Exhale Resting Pigeon
Inhale Proud Pigeon
Exhale Three Legged Dog
Exhale Lunge
Exhale Forward Fold/Uttanasana
Inhale Mountain
Exhale Half Moon
Inhale Mountain
Exhale Half Moon
Inhale Mountain
Exhale Arms Down

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Why practice mindfulness?

We will be hosting a workshop entitled Exploring Mindfulness at my yoga studio next Saturday.  I've taken this workshop with Halli Bourne in the past and found it to be very helpful, filled with practical tools to enhance my life.  I know Halli well (I should after leading 10+ retreats with her!) but I wanted to give you an introduction so I asked her if she could briefly explain what it means to be mindful (something that we will be learning in the workshop)... Here's her response...

Many of us struggle with the overwhelm of multitasking and cramming our heads with thoughts that trap us in habitual, reactive, uncreative modes of living.  Neuroscience has shown that every thought we think has a physiological response, meaning that if we are thinking negative, restrictive, stressful thoughts, our body will react in a stressed way.   Mindfulness does not mean ridding ourselves of thoughts, but rather acknowledging and recognizing thoughts and choosing to remain non-reactive in relationship to them.  The more we practice non-reactivity, the more peaceful we become.  

Hmmm....  I thought, sounds alot like where meditation and yoga take me. A true dedicated practice requires that we be mindful.  Our time on the mat is just experimentation for how to live our lives off the mat, yes? I know, the more I practice, the more I can live in the moment, without letting stories with no basis cycle through my head and the more I can see when I am on the right track instead of flailing about with the appearance of knowing where I am going :-).  

I wondered how Halli came to mindfulness and she shared her story...

As a young person, sensitive by nature, I felt buffeted by society's demands to produce and to put forth stoicism regardless of personal cost.  In my early twenties I had a near-fatal car accident that led me through an odyssey of healing and recovery.  The physical rehabilitation grounded me in my body and put me in touch with the need to change my relationship to my thoughts.  The challenges of this life---which are by no means unique to me---caused me to initiate a daily meditation practice and have fueled a passion for the tools of introspection and their power to revolutionize personal experience. 

Wow - to hold up under such intensity, mindfulness is a powerful practice that seems to create a quiet power within the practitioner.  If mindfulness can help in such adversity, just think how it could enhance your life in times of joy... definitely food for thought and exploration.

If you are in the Lemitar area, please join us Saturday 5/16 3-5pm for this provocative and deep workshop.  You can pre-register and find more information on our website - www.yogadelsolstudio.com.  To learn more about Halli, visit www.true-self-coaching.com.